Far Far Away...

This song was by Tyga featuring Chris Richardson and I heard this on the radio a week ago and my first impression I miss the past.  

Think Before You Act

                

Has it ever happened to you wherein you really hate someone that all that is left to do is sock that person right in their face? Well I am not clearly sure as to if I have experienced it but then yeah maybe I have had in the past and I just forgot but then there is this time that you feel really mad at someone and you so want to hit him/her but then you can't and so you just stare at him in a really bad way. As you do so you sort of think about that person and you look at his/her side and realize that you can't really blame the person for whatever reason it is that you have.

I came up to a conclusion or rather a thought or an idea at some time this week that we tend to get mad at people or get irritated at them based on our point of view but then if things were to be balanced there are actually two sides to everything and both must be taken into consideration equally. Normally people give judgments that are very one sided; actually forget about giving judgments lets just say a normal tantrum at someone. Usually more often than not we feel bad at someone just because that person has done something that has a negative effect on you but then damn humans we are, we do not look at the thing as a whole. It is easy to give off a feeling, emotion, reaction, action, etc but sadly once done, once said, once felt, once released it's hard to change, to take back or to alter. 

One friendly reminder I got to realize: hard it may be do not just act upon something. Always make sure that you look at both sides because once you look at just one side damn that's already fifty percent of the whole thing that you are missing.

:) Smile Always :)

Evangelious

This is a simple video that I made to compile all the photos that describe my experience in in the play fest. These photos revolve on one word alone, FUN.

ENJOY :)

It was a really fun experience

:) Smile Always :)

I Promise..well sort of :P

As a student and as a human being I tend to do things a lot of you might not actually like but that's the real me and I can't do anything about it......-sigh-...... actually I can :)  and that's this blog entry all about :)


WARNING: I DO NOT REALLY PROMISE TO DO IT BUT I PROMISE TO TRY AND DO ALL THESE WITH ALL MY MIGHT. 


I'll try to ask my teachers NICELY :) This is actually a part in the hard-to-do list 


I'll learn to swim! Well not really a promise to someone but more of to myself


I'll do  my works with the best that I can; no more mediocre work! Uhmmm I can't say anything to myself  but goodluck tim...


I'll try to look nicer and not mean... I'll try to do this thought I AM pretty sure THIS is so not possible


I'll try no to tease...well not so much maybe a little hahaha!! Jason would be happy if I successfully accomplish this! LOL


I'll try to keep my mouth shut when it should and open when it must :) the latter sounds wrong but I WILL be QUIET when I possibly can (oh boy God help me with this)


I'lll try to care about everything that I should...This is the biggest issue in me


I'll try to finish stuffs on the due date! Now that's more sleepless nights for me! 


I'll try help others if I can..This should be easy 


I'll try to talk to her more :P (this is a lost one hahaha!)


I'll try to think of more things I must improve on hahaha 'cause honestly I can't think of anything more..


:) Smile Always :)

The Final Preparations..

So the past week I would say was a really tiring, exhausting and fun week. I really did not know I survived the week, of course I'm exaggerating it,  but yeah I did; and all that was in my mind and is still in my mind is nothing but the play, our really great play Evangelious. Now you might wonder why I'm making a big fuss about it but seriously its that important! It's not just some play we have to do; its our first REAL play with a hundredfold more people watching. Also it's our quarter exam so it really is important.
 

The week was tiring because I was in charge of the set design but then I was not able to do it because I focused more in the costumes and props so yeah it was my fault all along. This week I did the set design and not really perfect as it should be but I'm pretty confident about it; oh thank you to those who helped and stayed doing it and giving ideas (JF, miss Mae, Jerry, Tom, and miss Mika).


My week was really hectic and tiring and all the exhausting-related adjectives you can think of but Playfest-centered it is there was the teeny weeny bit of the WASC visit. Actually frankly speaking I didn't really care about the WASC visit a hundred percent, ( I was more of half-hearted towards it); besides all they have to see was the reality so I just need to act normal and from what I heard the school got really good comments from Dr. Brown which is a really good thing.


The week was full of mixed feelings and I just hope, really hope that all of our efforts pays off really well. To the whole grade 9 we just need to give more than what we possibly can. It's time to go beyond our limits and set up new potentials! AJA GRADE 9!!!! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!


:) Smile Always :)

Teachers..Teachers..I Just Love 'Em

I do not really know why I ended typing this blog entry up but I guess it's because of what happened today. So today nothing really good and bad happened in fact it is very tiring because of all the things we have to finish; all the things the teachers and the students need to finish for the Vision-Mission month. But then what's great about today is about the one-of-a-kind experience that I was very lucky to be part of and that's going out with the teachers; well not all of them are my teachers but then it's just really fun to be with them and see the crazy in them. Some of the teachers are actually really fun to watch like how they are when they sort of play and kid with each other. I used to think a teacher's life is nothing but boring paperwork and exhausting and we most of the time take them for granted but then after sort of helping them with their work earlier and the seminar I sort of realized that all the complains and the attitude we throw them isn't really needed at all because there work is already hard enough to actually handle. 


I am the type of student that goes and complains every single time I possibly can especially when it narrows down to my grades because I am a sort of perfectionist in a sense that I always want to be the best in everything that I do but then after actually experiencing the things that the teachers do for the students and all the work and stress they undergo just to prepare the things that we have to learn, we have or I actually have no damn reason to complain, question them, answer back or even give mediocre work. As much as possible they give the best that they can and sometimes or maybe even most of the time, I give, what, an okay work when it could be better even. 

Helping with the teachers for a very very short time and see how they do all the work and how they want to go home but couldn't because of work for damn us students I just realized how unjust of me  to actually complain and sometimes think ill of the teachers when all of the time all they do is damn care about me. It was fun being with the teachers on work and much more after work; really stress they may be they still find ways to amuse themselves and personally speaking its great to witness that, seriously. Its easy to say that the teachers do the hard work yah blah blah, but just knowing them does not make a difference at all especially that most of the time we put them way behind our thoughts; sometimes we have to somehow experience their toiling and labor first hand to actually appreciate them. 

Teachers will be there for like 16 or 17 years of our lives sometimes even more, but has there been a day we actually thought of them and their hard work? This struck me really and I even do not know how I'll answer this question but its not late I guess, I can still make up for the loss although it would not be the same as to if I actually appreciated them from the very start. One thing, teachers.........thank you and...with all respect I salute you; and if you are a teacher be damn proud you are because in every little way you touch or have touched the lives of each and every student you have and have had and that can never be changed no matter what happens, whether they leave you or not it will always be the damn truth. :)

A teacher affects eternity; he can never tell where his influence stops.  ~Henry Adams 


A teacher takes a hand, opens a mind, and touches a heart.  ~Author Unknown

:) Smile Always :)

LAUGHTER BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE..

My day actually is great, finished the costumes for some of the actors, won the bible quiz in church, and then when I opened my messages, FUVK IT!!! hahaha.. I was really furious reading this shit from some ex-friend. U know the feeling when something you wish you never knew suddenly reappears after some while. The feeling, its really irritating but then after rethinking I came to the conclusion that there are still too many reasons to smile than getting mad. Sure thing I was really mad but then I guess that's not enough reason to get really mad. She doesn't deserve my anger lest my time. 

 

:) Smile Always :) 

Life's a bitch but never forget to be happy..

2 Weeks Before the Play...

I seriously am not in the mood to talk 'bout last week but as the title suggests last week was all about the play, our play Evangelious, The Forgotten King. Well not really but as the play fest goes nearer and nearer it seems like everything I think of is the play the play the play, and nothin' but the play. Everyone I guess is also focused more on the play than the other stuffs that's been happening around.

So this past week it was a little of the cramming for the play though I think the real cramming would really start this week ( pls no!!).So anyway to sum up the week for me..it's all about me doing my part in the play which is acting, a little bit, and the set design/props/costume for some.Doing everything is really difficult, well not really everything but a lot of it, especially I do not like asking for help which is a really bad thing that I need to change in me; I'm actually working on it but habits are really hard to change hehehe...

Last week was really tiring and I'm sure that there are more things to be done this week and I just hope that God gives me the strength to actually finish the tasks and I'm pretty HE will :) Things learnt last week are: practice makes things almost perfect and if we do things together things will go easier and much much better.

:) Smile Always :)  

The End of Hell

So in connection to the exam week last Friday, we had to say goodbye to yet another classmate and he told me the problem and yah though I'm not really close with Han, that's his name, it's still sad to have to say goodbye to someone, the feeling sucks.


After that farewell party for Han it was time to celebrate the end of exam week wooooh!!! So Jason,  me  and the other Filipinos always have this thing of going to atc and play dota after the exams, however that day the others can't make it so I thought it would be just me and Jason but no Monica was there actually she just walked with us but yah she was there, Franco was there also, and Mika, who almost didn't come. It was the five of us walking to atc around 12, which was sooooo hot, and just going there it was already fun; the girls don't know how to cross the road. It was funny how they react and sort of panic hahaha not making fun of them but its just funny.


In atc it was more fun oh and Monica left; Jason and Mika played guitar hero and Jason loss all the time hahaha!! He was like "Mika if I lose its because I haven't played for a week", and Mika was just having the sarcastic look and said "Dude I haven't played for two moths". It was hilarious!!! hahaha! After that we played computer games and it was a disaster yet fun. Then after playing we ate in Burger King and it was like the best part. Franco and Jason were throwing fries at each other; they even pranked a kid by staring at them and the lady with the baby. It was hilarious. The rest of the time we just went around and played in Timezone.
All in all it was an epic day really fun for me; it was a good way to end the exam week and I think I'll do it again next time!! :)




Oh love this song!!!

:) Smile Always :)

Exam Week...

So last week was a huge exhausting, stressing week and that's because it's an exam week. It's like the only week that happens to a student tons of times and yet when it comes we still feel nervous O.o


Well this third final exams week for me personally was a mix of the extremes like its either really good or really bad; my exams are either good or really bad. Example writing test 16 mistakes while on the other hand social a good 5 or 6 mistakes and in math and science exempted. No remorse or hard feelings for the low exams because I know I studied, didn't even have a night that I didn't sleep past 1 or 2 but still yah got a low grade and God wanted it that way, whatever His reasons are I guess I'll have to stick with that, just hope for the better and learn from it; anyways life's really just 'bout learning learning and learning and maybe succeeding if you learned. Now with that I can't help but think what I did wrong well I studied and my parents can attest to that they even tell me to sleep but no I have to study; after some time of thinking of what mistake I did I think I know what I did wrong and that's the same old cramming thing. My parents said I should've studied like days before the exam and I just replied "well that doesn't work for me" but I think they were right because I crammed and reviewed like a night before the exam and also on that night I had to go get notes from the net which I should've done like a week or days before the exams.


Well the exam week is now over and like what I said I do not really feel bad about not getting low grades on some exams but yeah I resent not really reviewing in advance and just cramming my ass off. There's always a lesson to learn and I got mine and I'll try and learn from it and bring whatever it is that I got from it this last quarter.


:) Smile Always :)

I SUCK!!! not literally...

So most of my blog entries are about my achievements in past weeks and a bit of the bad part, although I think I'm hardly good at anything. So this blog entry will be all about things I can't do although I wish I could do them.


I can't swim...Oh how I wish I could but no I can't


I cant't play the guitar...It's not yet too late!!! 


I can't play the piano...A dream of mine as a child but turned out to be a nightmare!!! 


I can't fly :)...hahahaha who can??? I mean who can really?


I can't sing...I think I can...but I'm not sure if it's singing for you hahahaha!


I cant play computer games really well....T_T even in games a big loser!


I can't speak to people or I can't approach people...Wish I could and with that things would be easier and I can maybe court you!!! hahahah!!! Who's "YOU"??? Guess :P


I can't keep my mouth shut at times...I know the feeling..it sucks 


I can't do break dance....Again another wish turned nightmare.I tried once and ended up having bruises..


I can't dance....I just can't it's not in my system! But I guess that's negotiable :)


I can't understand my Filipino project...Help plsss :) Any one?? 


I don't know how to buy movie tickets!!!...hahaha it's true :) I never really watched movies before because parents said no..so yah I didn't


I don't know how to court a girl...I guess it's normal but yah I don't..TORPE ME and I'm proud of it :)


I suck at basketball.... :( Practice Practice Practice!!


I suck at chess....My younger brother who's just 12 years old beats me 90 % of the times we play...but now I'm up by one win :D :D


I don't know a lot of hollywood stars...I'm not sure if it's a good thing...Is it?!!


I look horrible...Can't do anything 'bout that...LOL


I'm an introvert...I don't know if it's a good thing ?? IS IT???


I don't know a lot 'bout gadgets...Ever since I was young I was stuck with books..but oh well I'm learning :)


I STILL HAVE A LOT BUT JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT AND THAT MAKES ME A BIG LOSER :)




Just comment if you wana add more :)


Smile Always :)

Last Week of Feb....First days of March..

So right now I'm trying to do my project in Filipino but I really do not get a thing so I'm taking a break and am writing my last blog entry for the month of February, well not really last but you can view it that way; and about the Filipino project it is very ironic yeah but I really don't get it but we'll see how it comes out. 


So going back to the topic, as I was saying earlier this is sort of my last blog entry for the weekly blog entry for the month of February; I'm just not sure if that is a good thing or not O.o hahaha.. So last week was in one way or another a great week because skipped a lot of class, hey a typical student would be happy about that; and the play is or was getting its shape finally. Now the week could be seen in a bad way in a sense that I did skip a lot of class and now I'm clueless of the lessons I skipped especially Filipino!!!!!!; another bad thing and a good thing was the MTAP. We went to some chinese academy in Marikina I think or Pasig, I don't really remember; anyways we went there and it was sooo hot as in really hot and to lessen the agony we loss and got a second place!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!!! second to the last :( hahaha. So we loss but then it was a good exoperience and besides its already a big thing reaching the sectoral level especially that no one has ever done it in the high school level in MIT, so it is really already an achievement although it could've been nicer if we won anyways it was a great experience none-the-less. 




This was my last days of February and first days of March and it was okay actually nice; oh and to SONG CHAN belated happy birthday (I forgot to greet him hehehe...). This week is another hell week and I'd say its the best of all Quarter Exams week because I'm sure to be exempted in Math and a big chance in Chemistry...woohh!!! Anyway good luck to everyone and goodluck to me as well, I'm sure I still need a lot of luck especially in Mandarin and Filipino; it's ironic how I fear the minor subjects more than the major ones  but gotta do my best in all subjects, there's no room for laziness and complacency. 




Wish to have a good week ahead.




Smile Always :)