Wednesday

Crap. I do not know why I ended up typing a new entry but I'm thinking it's because today was such a great day. Well everyday could be if you just know how to make it one hell of a day but then I'm not good with that stuff. I absolutely have no talent with making anything fun but I know someone who does :D ayieeeee hahaha! So yeah today was pretty swell (dang the slangs that I use these days). Aside from the usual stuff of waking up, doing chores, going out to buy some stuff, helping my parents out with work, etc. 3 things worked out for me today. First was finally I'm almost done making my OWN chessboard. Just a little background sembreak was so damn boring that I figured "hey! why not make my own chessboard instead of buying one?!" I thought it was going to be easy but fvck it isn't easy at all. I had to do twice and the worst part is when I measure the wood and stuff correctly but then fitting them would somehow-and I do not really know how on earth- make them much longer than the original measures. Anyhow I'm almost done with it just adding the final touches so yeah that was one reason that made my day. The second reason and I probably should write it in another paragraph but damn the enter key is too far  so yeah moving on, the second thing that made my day was the Miami Heat BEATING the heck out of the Chicagp Bulls. I mean no offense to Chicago Bulls but they were totally beaten. I do not know how and why but I'm really psyched that my favourite team has won it's first season game and they did not even use Greg Oden which for factual purposes, was the number one in the 2007 draft pick. I guess that should say much already, although he has also missed 312 games due to multiple knee injuries as far as I know. So yeah Miami Heat made my day but Lebron James's game was not that good. Lastly the third and perhaps the biggest thing to celebrate is that I got all the subjects that I enlisted. Now it might sound so mundane and yes it is in plain sight but then knowing how only few students get ALL the subjects that they enlisted in would totally spark your spirits ten times the normal level. 

Well my Wednesday sure was a pretty awesome one though I suck at making things awesome or fun. Thank God for Today :) 

:) Smile Always :)

Break

It's been more than a week since first semester ended and quite frankly it's been really boring so here I am making a post probably about first semester? or maybe about me? or maybe how the governments around the world are going to dogs? I'll decide later-but hey blogger I'm back haha. Anyhow I think I'll start with school stuff, as always. To describe my first semester in college I'd say it's okay, pretty much what I expected it to be: a difficult place where one mistake may mean life or death, an uno or a singko. Maybe I'm exaggerating it a bit taking other really bright students' experience into perspective but seriously it was hell, especially the last two months. To summarize: the first weeks were pretty fun-ish. I still had that tiny bit of excitement. Every day I'd wake super early for my lab class and pretty much every class I'd be enthused but then weeks passed by and I got the kicks from reality and from then on going to school was more of an obligation rather than something that's fun [but again that would be exaggerating it I think]. Sure it was fun once in a while but yeah it's more of an obligation which is pretty much okay with me because as far as I know college is supposed to be that way. I had my first sleepless night-actually I think I sort of took a 2 hr nap that night. Anyhow college is pretty much what I expected it to be and by next semester I'd be taking subjects that to me is fun-hopefully it is. As for the subject that I hated most, it would have to be Philippine history because first I do not know much about it and second the prof knows how to irritate a student. He's so damn fastidious.

So I guess that would sum up first semester for me and I'm hoping for a better one this second half of the school year. As for the government [which is totally out of context] all I have to say to those in position is to get their heads out of their asses. That'll be all; til the next post.

xD Smile Always xD

You Reap What You Sow

Remember what I said in my previous blog entry about getting lazy this quarter? Well guess what it did pay off. It backfired and I hate it very much. There are a lot of could haves and should haves and tons of ifs. Well  one surely does reap what he sows and it sucks. I never learned @_@ .... It's like I always have to experience the worst things before I learn. I know it's wrong but then one does not change overnight I'm sure. I still have to learn and I pretty much think that I'm getting there. 

Conclusion for the first quarter would be: yes I might have made really stupid mistakes but then that's not the reason to give up is it? So bring it one second quarter. I have my goals now; hit me with your hardest blows I heck will fight back.  XD (This sounds so unrealistic and full of unnecessary drama but that's the way I express it.)

:) Smile Always :)

Booyah!

HOW CAN I?

                                

These past days, in fact these past weeks I have felt very lazy in fact until now. I do not really know the reason why but I feel so lazy. Maybe it's the new atmosphere or maybe it's the system that I need to adjust to or maybe it's simply me. If I just could, honestly I wouldn't care about my laziness after all it's been a while since I was not this lazy; however it has been my grades and my performance that is getting affected and I don't want that, absolutely not! I know I should change but it's difficult just to be real. It's easy to just slack off but difficult to stir the ship when it feels so good. But I have to and it has to start with "why?". Maybe it's how I thought of the teachers this year that makes me lazy. Whenever a teacher looks at me I feel like they think ill of me or that they question me of my abilities or what the hell am I capable of. I know it sounds absurd and it's just paranoia but then it's really how I felt during the first days; especially with the female teachers. No offense and I'm not stereo typing but that's just honesty right there. Anyway I still feel lazy but then I know sooner one of these days I will be able to get back in track. Can I? I just hope I really can. 

The Book Thief

                                              
DAMN it's been quite a while ever since I last opened my account and I do miss blogging. Well that's perhaps because of a very boring summer that I am currently experiencing, You know what they say about making thing's fun and all that but then you see I am not so good at that so the result is a very customary and hmmm yah boring summer. Anyway you might be wondering why the hell I made the title "The Book Thief" and please be patient with me here but I'll get there don't worry. Chillax :)

As I was saying there's nothing very special or rather fun in this "summer vacation" (I put those quotation marks because as you might see it really isn't summer) so as I usually do when I'm bored, I read. I read around 3-4 books already and yes that's pretty slow pace but somehow I'm gettin a bit faster, although being fast doesn't really matter much. You just gotta enjoy reading. Right now I'm reading this book Catcher in the Rye and it is actually cool and pretty damn nice especially the way it was written because it was written in the first person point of view and I'm a really huge fan of it especially that that's the way I write. I know some people do not like the way I write but then I'll get there; I still haven't read the book my teacher gave me haha maybe after Catcher in the Rye I dunno. Anyway like what I said I'm reading Catcher in the Rye but then that's not the main thing here but the book prior to that (I still sort of feel a tingle whenever I use 'prior') which is The Book Thief. Usually I finish a book in around a day or two depending on the length and my mood. However after reading Holes, which is a really good book too, I got stuck with The Book Thief and that's not because it's kinda lengthy and all that nor because I'm not into the book because it's a really good book that I have to look at all the words that I do not understand. I'm like that when I like a book hehehe...

The above paragraphs were supposed to be posted like a month ago or two but got lazy so yeah haha just now. Anyway I finished The Book Thief already and so far it's in on the top of my favourite books list. Hmmmm it's been a while really since I opened my blogger anyway welcome back to me and I sort of look forward to blogging again..if I got the time. READ THE BOOK THIEF! IT'S AWESOME (to me)

 :)

Smile Always :)

There Are No Boundaries!!!

So this blog entry is and isn't just for extra credit. This blog entry is to show what the movie Alive showed me. First of all the movie was a good movie; I'd say if the goal was to inspire its viewers then they will surely succeed but then it could have been better if we saw the whole movie, by that I mean even the night scenes oh which I think was really relevant to the story. So as I was saying this blog entry is to show what the movie taught me as an individual and it's no never ever give up no matter what. 16 survivors out of 45, that's a pretty big number already if you would consider the things and the experiences they had to go through, but that 16 would have not been possible if it weren't for their will to actually live despite the impossibilities. To me the strongest message of the story, among all other messages, is to never give up and always have hope. You see those young men aren't even adult enough, they are merely but students, rugby players who turned out to be part to be a catastrophe. Their lives, young lives, were put in peril and sure danger, even sure death but all these they overcame. They were stuck for more than 2 months and yet because they wanted to live they did. If I would be in that situation I'd say there's but a few percentage that I would live because I'm not as strong as them. This story goes with everything in life. There may be times wherein life throws a big punch, a punch that was made with a full swing. But then what? Do we stay on the ground and cry like babies? Do I let it get the best out of me? Answer is HELL NO! I am in no position to do such. Those 16 survivors had the worst of life they they managed to make up their mind and hit it back, hit life back so hard they won. 

My life isn't as adventurous as theirs, it may not be as dangerous as those 16 men but then every now and then life may throw in some stupid things right in my face but then there's no damn reason to not hit back. Everything is a test and life is the biggest, a compilation of all the tests. It sucks, I know it does; but then that won'y stop me. I won't let it get the best of me. Life is  a bitch, but no matter how hard and how many times it slaps me I'm going to fight back. I'm going to face what is ahead and whats laid right in front with all courage and determination, like those 16 men. I will live my life the way it should and I'm going to give life a damn good fight. :)

                                      

:) Smile Always :)

"I LOVE my adviser!"

So this past week it was a bit of a sad...hmmm sad doesn't fit really...this past week was not so happy and not really sad but it was the week of being slapped in the face that the like it or not the school year is about to end. Well all endings are beginnings...it just sucks that when  you are having fun already like you're enjoying what the school year has to offer because you wasted, well not really, almost two quarters on something that was not really worth the time and the effort. It was the week of cramming all the things that has to be done and sadly there are a lot things that still needs to be accomplished still. This week was the payment of all the procrastination that I've been exercising. Well there is no time to remorse about the wasted time; I just have to not waste time anymore and use every single time wisely. 

So that was my week a week for all the requirements and the end if everything...and the start of new things..

:) Smile Always :)

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U think that's it???!!! HAHAHA I would not write such a title if this blog entry is not something really special :D

So also this past week we had our teachers appreciation and all the grade levels had something for their advisers and so did grade 9. We gave our precious and well-deserved adviser a portrait that im sorry was fatter than truth..seriously. I guess it was because we rushed the artist. Normally they said the minimum for a charcoal portrait is 3 days but we asked him to do it for less than a day and half. haha Oh well it was pretty good better than mine..(i tried sketching miss's face but it sucks..u can even ask mika...hahaha!!) Anyway that wasn't everything that we had because we or rather panda made a video about miss Mae and it's a really good video. I had some words included in it but the whole video panda did it. Also I included a letter inside the portrait of which I strictly instructed to read it when she is sad but she did not listen..tsk tsk tsk..or did she? Because from what I heard she was kind of pissed and maybe sad but I don't really know :P 

Anyway I gave my lovely adviser a message and it wasn't even written in a special paper neither was it written nicely but in my ugly handwriting. To sum it up and to not repeat what I've written Miss Mae.. "I just want to thank you yet again and I won't get tired saying it,  for all the fun and the bad part. I was a real pessimist and I still am but because of you that got a bit less. Thanks for teaching me to care and that life is much more fun if you will just do something about it. We sure will part ways but I tell you, you are the best teacher I've ever had. Swearing is bad I do swear you are. You will always be my and our SEXY, LOVING, FUNNY, AND OH SO CARING TEACHER :D Love you and Happy Mother's Day as you have been our second mother. 

Not all endings are sad but all beginnings are endings :)

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